I feel a little dry & dusty. If truth be told.. maybe a little like this.
Maybe kin to that huge rolling tumbleweed we all have seen
in our favorite Western...
It's been a little over 7 months since I lost My Darling
and I am still trying to find my "new normal". This past holiday was a little harder
than some others have been- a slower restful day watching a marathon all day,
but to be honest I just thought all day about how nice it would have been if
he was here. He should have been asking for munchies all day :) Asking if I
could possibly make brownies, and do we have Bluebell- Vanilla ?
He should have been grumbling about getting back to work the next day . . .
He should have been holding me close as the day ended.
When you lose someone close to you- someone you had hopes and dreams with,
it simply drains the life out of you as well. Nothing holds the joy as it did before.
Life goes on- and slowly but surely you start to dream again. . . He would want
that for me . I feel the need for permission. I'm on my own, so I am going to make
an executive decision and tell myself YES.
As my old happy self slowly emerges, thoughts of working again dance thru my
head. I realize that maybe it's time to imerse my self. Well, OK- maybe just wade my
feet. Maybe even start blogging again.
I have missed putting down my thoughts... & missed your comments. Now to the question
of the hour- What is it that you would like to see ? Or talk about ?
What have I missed in the last 7 + months ?
Slowly, but surely I am beginning to work again- even thinking about revamping
my website some and adding some newer, more "designer " products in with the True
Vintage and Vintage style product we now carry.
Lots of wonderful new fabrics, furniture & accessories at Dallas Market this
week.. maybe I will head over tomorrow and see for myself.
And, maybe just maybe you would like to see some of those products and come
up with a new vignette somewhere in your home.
Till next time-
Cashmere Interiors - www.cashmereinteriors.net
( See us on Houzz.com )
P.S. Aubrie has decided to return to college for a 2nd degree- she is a very
busy girl.. & I am missing her.